Random Anxiety

In 5 days I will be at my pre-op visit.  I have alot on my mind; random thoughts, worries, lists of things needed, and total excitement!
My family has been very supportive of my decision.  They are helpful and inquistive, and to quote my Mom, it just sounds "dreadful" - love her!!
I have realized you find who really supports you and wants the best for you, and who doesn't.  My advice is to surround yourself with positive people, and let go of jealous people who want to bring you down.  It is enough of a struggle to lose the weight, and make the decision to better yourself without trying to pamper those who aren't true to you.
I do have some friends who have already gone through this, and they are being such great help. Wedge pillows, pointing out the need for zipper clothing, bras, and button up VS pj's. 

Well - I don't have very much to add today. Maybe just a thank you to my dear husband for the love and support over these years, and the positive feedback.  Thanks to him for listening to me read from my computer..and all of my random thoughts and worries. A big thanks also to our dear daughters Mallory and Tara who were by my side when I could not finish 15 minutes of zumba a few years ago. And continue to praise me and challenge me to continue to be better, now that I am loving step, rpm, zumba and horizontal conditioning! And to my parents.  I know they worry and I know they pray for me.  And finally to our dear friends who will be there to take care of me, calm Rick, and take him on a great motorcycle ride, that I will be sad to miss. 

It is obvious that I am the only one who could get me to this point.  But I sure couldn't do it without the love and support of family and friends!